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[07 Sep 2005|06:18pm] |
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Hello, all. Old friends, I have returned. My father has abandoned his watchful gaze and has left the gates open. I know I have missed many things these past...1-2 years.
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[26 Dec 2004|04:29pm] |
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hello all. i am getting much better on concealing my true self. if u wish 2 talk, call (818) 451-3499.
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[26 Oct 2004|08:25pm] |
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i have found a loophole. however, i cannot stay long on AIM in case of being caught in which punishment will b inimaginable.
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[30 Sep 2004|09:46pm] |
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greetings all. i have just returned from a...battle with my "father". now, this was no ordinary fight, but 1 with fists and kicking and shoving and u can say we have our share of "war" wounds. as my punishment for being "disrespectful", there is a chance AIM may b taken away and the only means of contact i will have is e-mail: athlete919@yahoo.com or 2 call me.
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[26 Sep 2004|09:43pm] |
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it has been some time since last i wrote but, i'm afraid i was overcome with other...priorities. first off, it is becoming increasingly difficult 2 distract my parents from what i have become so it has been quite exhausting trying 2 act as they know me. secondly, a very good friend of mine(who shall remain anonymous) has decided 2 compete against death itself and i can only hope his strength of will can ward off the mighty enemy. for those who wish 2 contact me, i'm available on AIM by MidnightNomad3.
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[05 Sep 2004|08:54pm] |
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today was very defective. i have, however, begun 2 find a balance within myself. as some of u know, i have not had the greatest time on this world and so, a part of me i had not noticed awakened. i am, however, beginning 2 combine both who i was and who i am presently into 1. hopefully this conjoining will not become disastrous. this is a fragile project and i can only rely on those i have placed my trust and hope i have not chosen incorrectly.
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[07 Aug 2004|02:18pm] |
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DAMN THOSE PUTRID BEINGS WHO DARE CALL THEMSELVES MY PARENTS! they order me as manarchs to a simple servent and tell me to "respect" them! they do not know what power and knowledge i possess! they lack so much and do not give a care in the world! soon...soon, when i must oblige by their commands no more and leave this place in which i, supposedly, should call home. perhaps then, they will recognize me for what i am!
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[06 Aug 2004|09:29pm] |
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today was very quiet. i still think about my purpose but not so much as i seek a means of entertainment. i have written a new poem and created a new drawing but that soon became uninteresting.
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[05 Aug 2004|12:39pm] |
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i have much 2 think about. life, it seems, has not given me what i have hoped. i often wonder what my purpose in this world is. why i am here. my tortured soul wanders at night, trying 2 find some peace. i am here for a reason...what?
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